Ben,

What if, under all the shape shifting, there is a basic dynamic?

Consider galaxies are the feedback between energy radiating out, as structure coalesces in.

We are stuck in this feedback loop between the anarchies of desire and the tyrannies of judgement. Heart and head.

The forces driving us seek to endlessly grow, but then we seek the definition that gives us form and structure, thus "meaning." Then it becomes too structured and defining, that it is confining, so we have to escape through he cracks in that box, yet then start looking for another box.......

Yet we only have the broken parts of the previous box as reference for the next....

Sometimes it's best just to chill and go for a walk.