I think you have to take into account that much of my sense of reality, nature and culture is more from experience, ie, living and working outside, much of it with race horses and on farms, rather than studying what others have written. My formal education essentially fell through the cracks of a chaotic childhood.

Yes, I do like to read as a hobby, but I filter it through how my experience tells me reality works, than trying to frame my experience through some cultural model.

You mind say my view is from a hilltop outside the city, than being part of the social organism. As such, I sense that natural flow, even if it seems somewhat dysfunctional.