"The cracks are how the light gets in."

Leonard Cohen

It isn't disorder we want, but the energy unbound.

Galaxies are energy radiating out, as structure coalesces in.

We fluctuate in the middle.

As these mobile organisms, this sentient interface our bodies have with their situation functions as a sequence of perceptions, in order to navigate, so our experience of time is as the present moving past to future.

The reality is that activity and the resulting change turns future to past. Tomorrow becomes yesterday, because the earth turns.

There is no dimension of time, because the past is consumed by the present, to inform and drive it. Causality and conservation of energy. Cause becomes effect.

Energy is conserved, because it manifests this presence, creating time, temperature, pressure, color and sound. Frequencies and amplitudes, rates and degrees.

The energy goes past to future, because the patterns generated come and go, future to past. Energy drives the wave, the fluctuations rise and fall. No tiny strings necessary.

Consciousness also goes past to future, while the perceptions, emotions and thoughts giving it form and structure go future to past. The gut processes the energy driving us on, feeding the flame, while the head sorts the patterns precipitating out.

So this love/hate relationship we have with order, building it up and breaking it down, as it becomes too restrictive, corrupt, etc.